written at 4:37pm on 3.22.05 - "Creatively Titled Journal Entry"

I noticed the other day how i'v neglected to name some of my journal entries... and for this i apologize sincerely... *sigh of relief* well now that i got that one off of my chest... i had a really awsome day today... i just started my new job making a ridiculous amount of money... and on top of that, they have a fisk tank.. thats right a "fisk" tank!!! (inside joke) there's actually only three fish becuz the big one keeps eating the little ones... how kool is that?!!!

Good news everybody, Peter Jonas Warner, more commonly known as peter or PJ, is still alive.. but he's still asking you to keep him in your prayers because the medical professionals still aren't sure weather he is going to make it. BTW Peter Jonas Warner is my parakeet... for those of you that were in the dark though that whole paragraph.

so is college bumming you out as much as it is me? i have no idea what i'm gonna do with my life. apparently i'm not allowed to be a mechanic cuz my "standards are much higher than that." and i can't be a music teacher cuz "theres no money in that field." which is tru but i'm still not gonna sit at a desk all day... where's the fun in that? ... o well

i guess now i should randomly come up with some kind of quote from a certain Thrice... :your expectations become my failures / i am not your means of mending your past regrets... yessssss I LOVE Thrice

Current mood: bummed

Current music: Incubus - Echo

written at 10:09am on 3.16.05

wow... its been a while. Did you miss me?..figured as much.

so last night was pretty kool, i mean, for a tueday night it was actually really kool. Me, Sarah, my sis, mike, and gina all went to the Eshelon (sp?) mall... in one car...lol it was pretty tight. but then again tight isn't always such a bad thing. i can still see mike reaching behind him trying to find his seatbelt... the seatbelt that sarah was so cleverly trying to elude from his grip.. "elude" SAT word...

when we got home i played a whole lot of cruisin'... when i finally went to bed it was like 1:30. and you figure the mall closes at 9:30 so i was home by like 10:00. thats 3.5 hours... needless to say i slept very well... dreaming of the day i start cruisin for real. less than 3 weeks and counting...

Random Thrice Quote: Your apathy of thought / has led you to believe / that things are what theyre not / my friend you've been decieved / when a thousand stones remain unturned / in the wake of you unquestioned answers and truth covered lies.

gotta go,
later days

Current mood: *bling*

written at 4:15pm on 3.11.05

And I toss and turn all night thinking of your ways of affection / but to find that their not different at all... - Green Day
That was how good I slept last night... it reminds me of a quote from little rascals..lol "Babes are like a BAADD song, one you get em' stuck in your head, you can't get em' out again" .. not that i don't like thinking about you, and when i say "you," obviously i mean Sarah, its just that i kinda need my beauty sleep. oh yea, and i dare anyone to comment on that. lol i ended up watching Insomniac Music Theater on vh1 from 2:30 till like 5:30. the only time they ever play music video's is in the middle of the night... how retarded is that? what ever happened to video killed the radio star... i guess those good old days are over..

ahh... i love my itunes' shuffle feature. Its just like the radio only it never plays Franz Ferdinand, or Modest Mouse, or any other of those crappy bands... and plus there's no dj's that like to tell their life stories between every song. I highly reccomend going to Itunes.com and downloading the program, even if you don't have an ipod. btw... its free.

Random Thrice Quote: Fall asleep together / hold me darling cuz i'm scared / and i can't do this alone...

Current mood: tired is a huge undersatement

Current music: Brand New - The Quiet Things That No one Ever Knows

written at 5:22pm on 3.9.05

I DROVE THE MARQUIS!!!... around the block.. but still i hit it hard and took all four corners on 2 wheels! i must say that i love luxury cars. so much so that i might even give up my mustang. what do you guys think little white mustang or big blue boat? but before you decide just remember that the engine in the boat is exactly twice the size of the one in my mustang .. i'd post the pictures but i don't exactly know how to do it.. o well... maybe you guys will walk me through it...

I went over bruce's earlier and heard his band's demo. It was kinda nostalgic, being in his basement, listening to music. They were actually alot better than I expected. And I am definately starting the mosh pit at their next show... well .. starting it and then proceeding to get the hell out of it..lol

Only 27 days ppl!!! aren't you swelled up with anticipation? cuz i know Sarah is..lol this summer is gonna be so great.. i'll have my lisence, i'll have my girlfriend to drive around, and plenty of money to waste on her.. ahh yes.. this summer will be just grand...

And in closing, a random Thrice quote:   And in my darkest hour, the brightest light draws near to me, a torch to end all torches, this is the light that sets me free...

I LOVE SARAH!!!!

Current mood: content

Current music: Nirvana - Nvermind

written at 5:01pm on 3.7.05

I couldn't sleep last night so i listened to all three thrice cds straight through while looking at the words in the little cd books... and Thrice is my all time favorite hard rock band. And you should check them out. And by check them out i mean buy their cd's. NO DOWNLOADING!!! They definitely deserve your money. trust me.

Also i'm getting addicted to The Ataris .. again..lol where have they been? i mean, they disappeared..kinda like The All American Rejects...whats up with that?

Tonight i have guitar lessons... which i should probably practice for. and Spanish which no one ever really remembers anyway. lol.. we'll probably go over the alphabet again, maybe count to 10...

and in closing...i really miss y100...

peace

Current mood: are you gellin'?

Current music: The Boys of Summer - The Ataris remake

written at 10:47am on 3.6.05 - I Feel Soo Loved!

everyone else's journals have like two or three comments per entry... which makes me very proud to say that on one of my last entries i now have accumulated 8 comments. (which is ironic because i only have like 3 friends.lol) you guys just can't get enough of me can you?  kool points all around!

okay... so there was this frikkin huge bird on our pool deck today... and when i say huge i mean GINORMOUS(gigantic/enormous for those of you with selective vocabulary)  I think it was a hawk, or a vulcher, or falco... thats right!! i just dropped to f-bomb!! for any of you N64 heathens, Falco is one very slick, very humorous, very sarcastic, bird. and he flies a jet... which automatically makes him kooler than you...

<ANYWAY>  Yesterday/last night was like the highlight of my teenage life. it had everything ...  slow dancing, school projects, and the love of my life!!!.. oh .. and amy too.. lol..j/k amy is awsome..

I must say.... this is one awsome entry....

later days

Current mood: *Big Cheesy Smile*

Current music: So Long Astoria - The Ataris

written at 8:36pm on 3.3.05 - Turn Up the Radio

Guess what i have!!! All of y100's sonic sessions on my itunes... only it has to buffer as its coming in from the station... which means once i get a cable connection i'll be all set. for right now they just come in like 30 seconds at a time... and then theres like a 5 second pause... and then 30 seconds more.. hey.. its better than no y100 at all...

Hopefully i'll get this job with my sister's friend Michele. From what I hear its 10 an hour and 10 hours a week.. thats right 100 a week.. 400 a month...everyone cross your fingers... or better yet do some kind of magic voo doo... that is if you know voo doo... if not break out your rosaries! btw.. thanks Amy. If you notice she's the only one who wished me luck with the money situation. 2 kool points for Amy.

I need to take a shower... I just got my haircut and now i'm all itchy... and also I smell like butt. I knew you were all dying to hear me say that ... i figured i'd humor you guys for now...

Well, i'm gonna call my girlfriend now. I'm still lacking in the humor department over here... someone give me some material to work with!!! Throw me a frikkin bone here...

Current mood: thats not anxious.. thats cold

Current music: NFG - Nothing Gold Can Stay

written at 2:00pm on 3.1.05 - Thats right, "hott"... with two t's

Well last night/today was pretty kool. Last night my mom found my dad's old cowboy boots. Just so happened me and my mom were just talking the other day about how i want a pair of cowboy boots. How convenient right? so i tried em on and they're hott. "A must have for the new spring fashoins"...or...not.. w/e i love em.

I got up real early this morning(bout 8:30, which for me is an absolutely ungodly hour) and headed out the door to do some snow blowing / shoveling / clearing off of a certain little white mustang. ANYWAY, i love the fact that i have a snow blower and i barely have to shovel anything anymore. lol... now its just easy money. not that i made any today. I'm actually working for my dad for a couple of hours today since i didn't go to work.

Also, i'm feeling alot less nauseous today which means i got some school work done. alot actually. and later i'll probably call sarah, play some cruisin' USA. yes, tonight will be just grand.

well, sorry bout the lack of sarcastic humor in this entry but since when do i aim to impress? ANYWAY.. i'm out
LATER!!!

Current mood: content

Current music: Thrice - T&C

written at 1:35pm on 2.28.05 - Thats it... I'm moving to Texas!

Can't anybody control the snow? I feel like I'm dying of boredom in a winter wonderland.

...I never realized how much i hate 94.1 and 93.3 until the took away my dear sweet Y100. I think i'm going to email both stations and tell them to get Electra for their nights and Preston and Steve for their mornings... and to get rid of the old guys who talk like they did way too much acid when they were in high school. "Duh... heres a new one from...duh..umm.. paparoach(sp?) its uhh called uhhh... Scars" uhhh here it is." And that is a direct quote. Its pretty sad i think.

Probably not gonna have work tommorrow. Which means that I'm gonna be even more broke than I was last weekend. Actually... thats not tru... if I have work on Thursday and I pay my dad for my car insurance I'll have acactly 7 dollars for the weekend. Thats 2 more dollars than I had last weekend!

... I aint feelin too hot... so i'm gonna go do something thats takes less effort, like...sleep. yea thats what i'll do!

PS Everyone check out my friend Amy's journal for the link to this "I want my Y100 back" website. That is unless you like listening to shit music...
Later days

Current mood: cold

Current music: Green Day - Letterbomb

written at 8:59pm on 2.25.05 - Y 1who?

so today i woke up took a big stretch flicked on the radio only to fine that a bunch of spiks have taken y100 hostage. there are just no words to describe my rage... why me? why y100? why rock and roll!!!?!?!?! i hate all minorities ..haha.. theres a politically correct statement for ya.
anyway...
i was gonna go on about my day but i really am still in shock....
i think we should all get together to give y100 a proper burial....
with a eulogy.
and a couple hymns..
and maybe some candles
and... flowers...

well what else is there to say??
"To some, she was just a radio station, a sister, a daughter, but deep down she was a mother to all. In Loving Memory...Y100"

Current mood: enraged

Current music: OBVIOUSLY NOT Y100!!!!

written at 1:33pm on 2.24.05 - no more snow...pleeease!!

Okay... who else is officially sick of snow?.. cuz i know i am.
anyway...
i almost forgot that i have one of these journal things. "almost" of course, because i could never fully forget about it complements of my wonderful girlfriend... who practically reminds me daily that, and i quote, "you haven't updated in a while" (four months, one day, five hours, and thirty-five minutes to be exact)... maybe i have more important things to do.. like talk to you on the phone for hours on end.. am i right, or am i right? thats right.. i'm always right...
well.. enough about me...
lets talk about you...
or better yet...
lets talk about me some more...
I get a snow day from work today.. which means i'll be broke till next thursday.. *big cheesy smile* of course. i do get some quality time with myself... due to the fact that i'm lisencless. not to mention the roads are covered in snow. did i mention that i abhor snow.. hey look .. an SAT word.. look it up. anyway..i'm gonna go see what i have in my room worth selling... later

Current mood: heheh... i'm "chipper"

Current music: Dashboard

written at 7:08pm on 9.22.04 - Back by Popular Demand!!

Does anybody know how to get my font on this thing??? anyway.. today was kool.. i got a checkup for the first time in like ten years... i'm in the 25th percentile... isn't that exciting?¿? i'm going for my permit test on friday... hopefully i'll pass and start driving asap... i have some advice for anyone who doesn't have a car...unless your parents are rich... save your money... cars are expencive...anyway i gotta go help my dad build a colset...for real... later

Current mood: drained

Current music: New Senses Fail CD

written at 7:18pm on 9.16.04 - counrty music?

you can't resist her
she's in your bones
she is your marrow
your ride... home

:::only in dreams:::

work today was completely boring... seriously.. i get paid for doing absolutely nothing... which is some ways is good...like at least i'm not working really hard..lol.. but still sitting around listening to country music all day can do a number on your attention span... yes i know what your thinking...counrty music?...yes country music.. it was sherry's day to pick what was on the radio... and they refuse to play wsp on my day... heathens.. anyway, i'm already bored with this stupid thing...lol..see..the attention sapn...GONE!!!
later

written at 8:06pm on 9.15.04 - yea.. i'm kool now

well guys... i finally broke down and made one of these stupid journal thingys.. okay..i've never really done this before but here goes...

today sucked.
i woke up all early (my first mistake) then i went to do a lawn hoping that it wouldn't rain...no such luck.. looks like i'm broke for the weekend.. but its all good. i still got my dog...huh?..o well.. i'm still lookin up though cuz green days album is only 6 days 1 hour and 47 minutes away... and the concert is a mere 8 days after that... so i get a whole 8 days to memorize the cd before the concert..

well... hopefully tomorrow i'll actually have something interesting to say...bear with me ppl..
later